patience wearing thin…
for all the hours ive been spending applying for jobs, i feel like i’m getting nothing out of it. not even a response, or a rejection at the very least. ughhh. i hate this whole process and i just realllly want nothing more than to get a move on with my life…
then you realise, you cant even manage to get a crappy retail job. what even is this. goddamn. so frustrating. AND IM GETTING SO OLD AND ARGH THAT PATHETIC EVIL LOOP. THE OLDER I GET THE MORE MY CHANCES DROP. SO MUCH DAMN PRESSURE.
kids, get a job as soon as you can. i’m not even kidding, it’ll be the best decision you make.
i think it’s pretty cool that when my music is on shuffle, it can go from spice girls, to new found glory, to queen.
MY MUSIC IS LIKE A BOX OF CHOCOLATES, YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU’RE GONNA GET.
It kinda sucks how life can lift you up and make you think you’re finally getting on the right path, only to throw you off the next second and leave you right back at square one.
Right now I feel so… beaten down. But I refuse to give up.